Alyssa Weller
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6th year[M:-10:-5:0:]
"Then, when I got older, I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted."
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Post by Alyssa Weller on Oct 26, 2007 18:16:21 GMT -5
Alyssa could feel her heart beating faster as he started kissing her. The heart raced as his kisses grew more intense. She could tell she was red. She bit her lip softly when he had bit her neck. Alyssa was starting to feel hot. She didn't mind that he was touching her. She had fallen in love with him. But her hands involuntarily pushed him away by reflex.
"I'm sorry, not here!" Alyssa looked up at Jonnie, her face still feeling hot and quickly covered her mouth. She quickly shook her head. Alyssa ran her words over again in her mind. She knew her statement implied that she would rather do it somewhere else, and as she thought of this she started to blush once more. "I-I mean, I'm sorry.." She mumbled, stumbling over her words. She quickly looked up and held his hand softly. "It's not that I don't love you...". Her shoulders slumped down. She didn't know how to put what she was thinking into words.
"I'm just not ready for that yet." Alyssa said carefully and turned away from him, afraid to see his reaction. She didn't want him to think that she was immature.
((OOC: Ahh! Sorry for taking so damn long! I've had so many tests, atleast one for each day. It sucks!))
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Post by jonringo on Nov 1, 2007 15:04:07 GMT -5
Jonnie smiled to her softly, moving behind her to run a finger across her hairline, looking into her eyes with his dark brown orbs. He nodded to her, and kissed her forehead. He knew she would know he was not mad at her with this simple action, in fact he respected her a great deal for standing up for herself, and making a move to not totally turn him away, but put a firm foot down on his intentions.
The warmth of her lips still played on Jonnie as he began to speak, voice soft, moving with tenderness. He looked to her and smiled once again, looking almost boyish in his charm.
"Alyssa," he whispered. "I would never make you do something you were not ready for. We have the rest of our lives to be together. Why rush things? Why not enjoy each other as we can? If you do not want to make love, we can always be in love. I understand, and will not pressure you. As long as you promise me one thing. Love me, take the heart I offer you, and hold it as long as you wish, because it is entirely yours. To have and hold..."
His voice trailed off as a cold wind pushed its way over his body. He moved closer to her, and took her in his arms, perfectly comfortable with her choice, and hoping she knew he meant every word he had said.
~OOC~ I know about long pauses. Seems like no one is role playing much anymore. Hope we can keep our thread going here. See ya soon!~
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Alyssa Weller
New Member
6th year[M:-10:-5:0:]
"Then, when I got older, I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted."
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Post by Alyssa Weller on Nov 3, 2007 0:29:27 GMT -5
Alyssa breathed a sigh of relief. She was happy that she had fallen in love with someone so understanding. She smiled at him happily at how he chose to answer her reaction. How could someone so perfect like Jonnie exist? She had no clue but just felt so happy at the fact that out of all the other girls in Hogwarts, he had chosen her.
Alyssa nodded as he spoke. She let out a small laugh and cheerfully smiled. "I promise and I happily accept." She laid her head against his chest and closed her eyes. Was she getting sleepy at such a moment? She doubted it, she guessed that she just wore herself out being worried.
She glanced at her bare wrist, expecting to see a watch. It wasn't as if she wanted to know what time it was so she could leave. it was more for knowing how much more time she could spend with Jonnie. Alyssa remembered saying earlier how she wanted to sleep under the stars with him, but she didn't want to waste her time with Jonnie by nodding off. Time was such a bloody stupid concept, she thought slightly annoyed.
Maybe she would stay with Jonnie in his apartment after all.
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Post by jonringo on Nov 5, 2007 13:31:15 GMT -5
Jonnie wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close to him, kissing her forehead once again, his lips tender. He did not want to overtly make her uncomfortable, but he could not help but be near here. He had no idea he could fall in love so fast, but he had. Even if he was suffering from some weird black out spells, he was still aware of how much he felt for her. He glanced to the sky, counting the stars, wondering if there was a number to match the number he felt in his chest, consumed with a love of her? He did not know, and thought perhaps the idea of this concept might even be silly. He forgot it a moment later when he leaned in to whisper in her ear, his soft words sending a puff that tickled her as he spoke.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked softly, still holding her in his arms, not wanting to ever let go.
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Alyssa Weller
New Member
6th year[M:-10:-5:0:]
"Then, when I got older, I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted."
Posts: 48
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Post by Alyssa Weller on Nov 15, 2007 22:50:36 GMT -5
She smiled as he held her. Alyssa looked up at him and shook her head. "Nothing much, really." She laughed. "Just that, it would be so lonely when you leave Hogwarts. I know I can visit you and all but..." Her expression saddened. Alyssa sat up straight and looked into his eyes. "Promise me you won't leave me." She said with a straight face. Her mind ran that sentence through her head. Great, now she sounded like a bloody, over-protective, psycho stalker. Was there any other word to describe that lame wording?
"I- I hope I didn't sound like a total weirdo, just now!" She smiled, laughing awkwardly. "I just mean that...." Her shoulders slumped down. "I don't really know what I mean." She felt so stupid right now. Jonnie probably thought that she was some kind of ditzy stalker now. Great.
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